I didn't know I forgot
what it meant to be quietly waiting inside.
objectify my because I feel useless
and sometimes I drift
from myself or where I want to be
lending to a lease or lessening
of myself, but as a buzzword.
or to put in simple terms:
I've made myself unavailable.
try, try again, fail better.
find a way to be subtle
when I say what I say with concerning regularity.
ignoring that I'm looking in a mirror,
we give different names to the dead.
wait up, you guys.
wait for me, too.
wait for me to put on my shoes.