this song got its start on a couch at the Bell Foundry in Baltimore. it kind of rips off a Piss Bath riff and was fueled by having just seen mnwa's set.
I didn't know I forgot
what it meant to be quietly waiting inside
objectify me because I feel useless
from myself or where I want to be
lending to a lease or lessening
of myself, but as a buzzword
or to phrase in simple terms:
I've made myself unavailable.
try, try again, fail better
find a way to be subtle when I say what I say
with concerning regularity
ignoring that I'm looking in a mirror
we give different names to the dead
wait up you guys
wait for me, too
wait for me to put on my shoes.